SO... I took this gig that I thought wasn't going to be too bad..... well its bad. The music is hella hard, and I haven't spent/didn't have enough time to get this shit under my belt. To make matters worst, I'm pretty much the worst one (at the music) in the choir. So I look dumb, which makes Peter look dumb since he suggested me, and probably makes Peabody look bad since I go there.
Way to go me!
Now, its not that I haven't practiced. On the contrar (sp?) In addition to the now 10 hours of rehearsal time the choir has spent together, I have spent atleast 10 hours on my own this past week. WHY CAN'T I LEARN THIS MUSIC!
Basically I want to quit at life crawl into a hole and die, but that can't happen since tomorrow I have The Steering Committee, Hansel & Gretel... oh and a concert of the music I can't sing. To make matters worse, the embarrassment doesn't end tomorrow because we have concerts Saturday and Sunday. So hopefully I can suffer through tomorrow and mouth a lot, use Friday to learn more of it as I can, and get by Saturday and Sunday.
All I can do it pray.
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